YOU

My feelings for u is so deep knowing that you still love her so much.. I know you're feeling very hurt but do you know the same goes to me? You lied to me like I was stupid and the most stupid thing was I TRUSTED every word of yours without even hesitating. I wasted so much time worrying about you but what about you yourself? How can you be so selfish and only care about your own feelings? What about others? Dont they have feelings too? You think you're the victim and the whole wide world owes you everything And then you started blaming others instead of WAKING UP You're now in the world of your own,THE WORLD OF JEALOUSY .. You went in by your own and you too have to come out by yourself. Nobody else can ever help you except for yourself. I care too much about you.. Way too much... That I'm so distracted.. I cant help it but to think about you..

Z

Dear Z,

Wanna know something? You WERE the most special boy that I've ever met

in my life.

You were always there for me when I needed your help.

You made up lies to protect me.

You did something you didn't want to do just for me.

You were there to solve my problems.

You helped me with my studies.

You were always patient & gentleman to me.

You made me feel special among my friends.

You made me feel that I'm worthy.

You made me feel loved.

You were always very patient with me.

You used to tell me everything about yourself.

You taught me how to TRUST & be KIND to others.

YOU WERE ALWAYS KIND TO OTHERS & YOU CARED SO MUCH ABOUT HOW THEY FEEL.

Now I realise that I do not longer know you anymore .

YOU'VE CHANGED !

The KINDEST guy in my life is literally changing from day to day.

And it breaks my heart to see you changing from such a caring person,

Into a person that I dont even know ..

You're lost in your world of JEALOUSY & PRIDE ..

The devil is tempting you with all his heart.

& YES you've fell for its trap.

MESSAGE TO GOD :

Dear Lord ,
If you're seeing this..
Can you please , please
I beg you ,Lord
To save HIM from being tempted .
Please ABBAH ,
Give him your hand ,
Send your Holy Spirit to guide his heart back to the right path.
He wasn't a bad person after all..
Why??
Why are all these happening?
MAKE HIM WAKE UP,LORD .
Please do not bring him to temptation
BUT DELIVER HIM FROM evil.
AMEN.

Heal the world !

This song means a lot to me ,

When we gotta make decisions,

Try to think about others feelings too,

Enemies are easy to gain,

But REAL FRIENDS are truly hard to find,

Always be thoughtful & caring ,

Dont judge others too easily ,

Always remember ...

Nobody is perfect ,

We are not less perfect,

But we are also not perfect at all!

It depends on how we define PERFECTION,

To me everyone is just IMPERFECTLY PERFECT ..

Everyone has weaknesses,

& they don't want others to know,

Being prideful will KILL our relationship with others,

If we see the WORLD with a different angle ,

& open our hearts and minds ,

Our hearts will always be in PEACE ,

& every problem has its solution,

All we need to do are ..

TO BELIEVE ,
TO TRUST ,
TO FORGIVE,
TO HAVE FAITH ,
TO BE KIND ,
TO LOVE ,
TO APPRECIATE WHAT OTHERS DO FOR US ,
& BE JOYFUL FOR THE EXISTANCE OF GOD IN OUR LIFE..