Stress

Things are not goin very well for me...The one tat I like got OWNED by

someone,I only have a month to lose weight & to get ready for Year

End exam...I cant afford to fail Addmaths once again...If I fail once

again...I think I'm goin to drop this subject..Its getting pretty

tough to cope with all these shitz..My parents are pressuring me to

study..Its not like I dun wanna study but its difficult for me to

do it coz the subjects are hard & there are a lot of distractions

around me...I cant even cope all the homework & I've probably

stopped doing them...Besides,I need to organise a party..I know

I should be very hardworking but I'm just lazy like an ass..BUT I DONT

WISH TO END UP AS A HOBO!!!

Come Back To Me?♥

Oh boy,I really wanna tell you tat I'm in love with you & I'm sorry

for rejecting you last year...I didn't tend to reject you but I was

just nervous coz you asked me tat question outta sudden...Sorry ya?

Are you willing to give me another chance?I promise tat I wont reject

you like how I did last year..I'm seriously regretting coz u've already

got OWNED by someone..I dont know how much you like her but I know tat

you still have some feelings for me..I know you're dissapointed of me

coz you think that Imma player & I toyed with you feelings...But

boy,I wasn't...I didn't tell you my feelings coz I was afraid of losing

you as a friend..I felt insecure coz they were so many girls around you &

I never thought you would fall for me..I had no self confidence to

accept you...I was afraid tat you would play with my feelings,I only

wanted to protect myself without thinking of your feelings at all...Sorry

I really hope u'll forgive me for my mistake...Its the biggest mistake

that I've ever made in my life...I cant stand losing you just like that..

Boy,I've been liking you OFF & ON since Form 1...You are very very UNIQUE

to me,dear...Coz you wont take me for granted,use me for some purpose

nor take advantage of me..You were always kind & caring to me even until

now...We've been through so much,boy...& I CANT LET YOU GO AWAY...You're

everything to me...I know you would like to go to US to futher your

studies & even make your living there..I'm willing to lose everythin

to go there with you if only I had one more chance to be with you..

You asked me to put in a relationship status on FB with you but I refused

I'm sorry once again...You asked me whether you're good looking or not

I just laughed...Deep inside Yes you are coz you possess the most

beautiful soul that I've ever seen...♥ So are you willing to come back
♥
to me?I promise that I'll never let you go again...I LOVE YOU...

FRUSTRATION!!!

It's not like I've never tried to be good...I quit friending bad boys,

quit ponteng,quit whackin jerks at skul & became a guai guai lui but what do I

get?o0o FUCKED UP RESULT,FUCKED UP FACE & ALSO A FUCKED UP IMAGE!?I'M SOO PISSED!!

I've done soo many crazy SHITS in life...It was soo damn hard for me to

stop my craziness & insanity!& now i became a ***king nerd!what do i get?!

SHIT!?I TRIED SO HARD TO B GOOD BUT I'M JUST NEVER GOOD ENUF FOR YOU!

I'm tired,I wont care bout my fucked up results anymore!o0o!HELL NO!

you always say that ur tired of me,i'm tired of being a ''guai guai lui''

too you knw!·sit at home and read?SO NOT ME!i was a pain in da neck & would

always pick up fight!o0o...

Idiot!

T.T Yer u so sui yong de..u knw ppl like u,u go flirt wif other girls

!I very hate u de...Why ppl like u,u duno de?so blur & stupid!!

I'll try my best to make u ai se wo de..!dun fat hao la!go clean

cow dung la,idiot!T.T!I wanna kick ur butt!

ToT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

My Type?

I know you are my type BUT I dun think I am your type..T^T..

The One That Got Away

I miss you sooo much...I should've told you what you meant to me..But

it's already too late for me to turn back the clock...

Because Of You!

I Really Hate Being Used By My Friends..You Watch The Fcuk Out!

I want you to see how I defeat you!!I Am So Sick Of You!I want you to

know that you've made a wrong decision!How dare you!!!YOU IDIOT!YOU MAMA'S

GIRL!Your family ruined our fcuking friendship but u dun even care,lemme

tell you,I DONT FUCKING CARE EITHER!YOU SHALL BEAR ALL THE CONSEQUENCES

FOR HURTING ME SO BADLY!My soul is full of hatred,ALL BECAUSE OF YOU..!

In LO_ _!!=X!

I started liking you since form 1..I like you because...er...actually for no

particular reason at all,but after knowing you quite well..i already know the

reason..=D..umm..Actually I like you because you're cute,gentleman,

humble,$$,friendly,helpful,kind,caring & fun to be with..I like you just the

way you are..<3 <3!!=D!!GOSH!I am so in <3!Haha!Although I am kinda smarter

than you,but you're also quite educated la..Hahah!*perasan*..The conclusion is I

know you are my type lor...XDHahah!

Valentine's Day..^^!

It was the greatest Valentine's Day EVER!Thnk you for the AWESOME day,CKY..

Ky reached my hse at 6pm.By the way,I gave her a pinklish box full of sweets &

chocolates..Hehehe...=D...Hope you like it,KY..My dad fetched us to Midvalley

as soon as he came back from work...We had dinner at La Manilla Cafe'...I had

Cordon Blue while Ky had spaggethi..^^...The food there were pretty delicious..

lemme tell ya,the ''Cordon Blue'' that I ordered was sooo CHEESY!hehe..We hang

kai kai & I spent 70 bucks on accessories...SHIT..ToT!pokai ler...After that,

we walked to Sweet Chat & ordered some desserts while chatting & resting our

tired legs..XD..Nyum...There were all types of desserts there..From hot

to cold..Ky belanja me because I pokai ler..XD thnk you ya,honey!.^^..We

rushed to the cinema at 10pm since the movie was starting at 10.05pm...The

title of the movie was ''Homecoming''...This movie was quite dramatic & funny!

XD.LMAO!...It ended at 12am & then we fetched Ky back home...XD!Although the day

was pretty short but it was one of the best days of my life...=D!Once again,

thank you for the awesome day,KY!!^^!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

Ahhhh!!!Happy Chinese New Year!!!!This Is The Year Of Rabbit...However,

this CNY is kinda boring & dull to me...All because of my weight gained..

I was longing to wear the cheongsam that i bought 2 years ago but

impossible la...I hide at home & be a potato couch all because of that..

Silly right?But i just cant stand being fleshy...Well at least i went out

for the reunion dinner wif my gramps & also went to my aunt's hse to gamble...

Thats all for this CNY...Anyway,I hope it'll be a lucky year to all of us...^^

Oh by the way,my mum keeps cooking these few days...Sot diao liao..==''

When I was slim that time always gave me excuses & refused to cook..soo weird..

But her cooking skills improved a lot la..especially her curry chicken..OMG

Damn delicious...Besides,she had also cooked ''tung gu,hou si,fat choi'' today..

Wow!AWESOME...She'll be making soup tommorow...^^...haha!Thanks,mom...^^!

I've promise myself that I'll stop eating like a pig after tommorow..=D..

Jia you Charmaine!Hnng!>o

CRAZIEST DAY EVER!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TODAY'S THE CRAZIEST DAY EVER!!!!!I NEVER THOUGHT IT

WOULD BE SOOOO DAMN AWESOME!!!!I had sooo much fun with my hot chicks

CKY,Angel & JX today!Love Our New Group!!!We Cheong K Cheong Dao HIGH dao

I oso dunno how to say..I Was Soooo Sot!!I Kept Shouting & Screaming there

..My Voice Was Soo Kiu..XD.We Sang,''Teenage Dream,If I Had You,Bedrock,

Not Myself Tonight,7 Things,Bye Bye,I Kissed A Girl,Love Story,Whats

My Name,Girlfriend,Mine,Sorry That I Love You,She Wolf,3,Radar,Toxic,

Just The Way You Are,Hey Soul Sis,Fireworks,Breakeven,California Girls,

Love The Way You Lie,Misery,Cooler Than Me,Kissin You,Pretty Boy,Fifteen,

Only Girl In The World,I Stay In Love,Womaniser,Baby,Bad Romance,Telephone,

21Guns,Lucky,Tick Tock,When Your Gone,Blah3,My Heart Will Go On,Hate That

I Love You,Gee,If We Ever Meet Again,Check It Out & so on....Dinner Was

Great...We kept talking bad bout ppl...=D..HeHe....My Mum oso Joined In Our

Conversation & We LMAO Like hell..We've insulted a bunch of ppl...sry ya

...=D.....

=D...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Hmm!!HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!^^!!Last Nite Was Pretty Awesome!!Had dinner with

my family in a Thai restaurant...The food was GREAT...^^...Then we went to

IOI...I bought a bunch of revision books...quite expensive...300 somethin

ya knw...but luckily cheaper after discount...Countdown was AWESOME!&

the fireworks were great!!<3!!We Cheong K at Redbox from 1am to 4am!Shuang dao!

I kept yelling & shouting there!!!<3!!!We sang She Wolf,California Girls,

Live Like We Are Dying[dis song is really meaningful & it reminds us to

cherish our loved ones],Cooler Than Me,Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me & so on..LMAO!

I think i actually gt drunk,dats d reason why I gt SOO HIGH eh!XD...My New

Year Resolutions

-I wanna grow taller

-I wanna get good grades to defeat out school de teachers pet & top students

-I wanna get black belt in taekwondo

-I wan more outgoin friends

-I hope CKY will forever be my bff!!<3!!I LOVE HER..^^

Er..& I hope i'll stop being lazy to fulfill my 2nd resolution...^^!!Wahhahaahah!

By the way..hmm...hope my prince charming will come soon..^^!!That would be

AWESOME!but ARGH!Let's nt think bout it 1st!XD