THORN...

The thorn is still here..how to get rid of it?very hard lor...primary skul tat

time...teachers hated me,friends hated me..because of wat?because i was fat,childish

and it was very easy for ppl to take advantage from me...easy like ABC...all i knw

is my life was f***ed up badly..i was reli a dumbass..ppl

bring blade to skul,i care,ppl hurt themselves wif blade,i oso care...wat kind of

world is this?i shouldnt care soo much la..WTF?!it was like WTF!!?i

asked my mum to tell teacher lor..the next thing was i kena teruk2 in class because

of wat???teacher said i 8 wor..knw wat is 8?ok fine...kena jor then??haha!!the

teacher was sooo KIND...nt only always kenakan me...give me black black de face to

see some more oh...sooo kind of u..FUCK U!then,my mum bought her a cake lor..after

dat hor...things gt a lil better...thks teacher for giving me such a wonderful time

yeah FUCK U!

My Laziness..XD

This is a secret tat i wanna share on my blog...i feel very bad cos i studied LAST

MINUTE...IT'S LAST MINUTE wif CKY on the week before PMR started..it was reli2 bad

luckily CKY was there...Or else i sei lur...i was sooo ****ed up?!could'nt

concentrate and i was soo distracted by food,anime and TVB dramas...think bout it

oso wanna cry jor ler...i didnt work hard for it...so my PMR results r gonna b bad

TwT...nvm la..PMR only ma...I DUN CARE...^^...but dat week hor...we studied like

NERDS?!OMG!!i never studied tat way before...never knw dat it would b soo tiring

and stressful..However,Chang was reli tough thou...she was'nt distracted at

ALL..she's gonna get a good result...better than mine..but i wont b

jealous...^^..hehe..XD...it's nt like i'll die because of my results...padan muka

la...i soo lazy...haha!

>w< Food..

WTF?!??My life without food is reli meaningless...TwT...i miss my Food reli much but

i hv to b strong!for myself!for my reputation!i wont lose to all those ____ out

there!hnng!jgn haraplah!u too,mui...jgn harap!dun even think bout it!cos u cant

hahaha!!!!i'll stay tough!nothin can block my way!NOTHIN!i'll try very100 hard!for

u,honey!muahahahahah!!!food!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!nvm i rather suffer!!i must lose 10kg!!

Buffet..XD

Had dinner at Shangri La Hotel in KL..umm...the food was OK la...i love the

satay,cod fish,desserts(cakes,puddings,fruits),dim sum and bla bla bla..there were

western cuisine,chinese cuisine,italian cuisine and even japanese cuisine ect

ect...XD..i tried my best to eat like a ...like a ..hehe...young lady...BUT IT WAS

SOO HARD!!DX....it's because i saw a Young and Handsome Chef there...haha!

My Feelings...~

Bloggie..Dear Bloggie...What should i do ne?TwT...I reli wan us to be back as

usual...like doin stupid stuffs 2gether,eating like pigs,talking nonsence....ai ya

same ni la..i reli wan back tat kinda feeling la...i wan the awkward feeling

between us to dissappear...Can it?Hope dis trip will bring back our closeness and

make our bond even stronger plus tougher..i've no one to pour my feeling

to...except for u,bloggie..but!sadly..u are just a blog!dumbass!==''..fine!haizx!do

u knw she's my closest BFF?huh?do u even knw dat?she understands me reli well..and

she has a reli pure heart..a heart tat is willing to help others...a very pure

hearted person like her is hard to find...and tat made me the luckiest person in

the world because she's my BFF...not only willing to help others,besides,she's oso

an obedient daughter tat is willing to cover up everything for her parents and

rather suffer by her own..where to find dis kinda daughter?HUH?!?!?==''!!even i

cant do tat!seriously..always think for others without caring for herself!..i cant

do tat!seriously..==''...i wont let her down!i will protect our friendship...wont

let ''someone'' ruin it!...!!!U CANT!!

J

Cant believe i saw u again...the feeling was sooo BITTER...do u knw u hv the ability

to ruin my day?why?hope dis will be our last meeting,J...plzz dun ever appear in my

life anymore..i dun wanna see your face anymore cos it hurts to see u...i dun knw

why....hope it'll fade away soon..uplayed a big part in my life..and i hope u'll

find someone suitable for you..bye..