Straight A's!!!Wooo Hoo!!

Wa Lao!!!!!!!!!I feel sooo damn bloody happy today OMGOMG!!!!I cant

believe my eyes!!!Really straight A's leh!!!XD!!!Just now

LC JJ,LC dao soo shuang LMAO!!!funny!!XD..who ask him to LC me?haha!

Zi Lian Kuang!!XD..Wahahhahhaah!!Kah Yi's result was also very good ah..

Congrats,my dear...I LOVE EU!!!hehe!^^!!!*still in my dreamland* LMAO!

Thank you Lord!!!

A Wonderful Day With My Family!

Wah!i woke up at 5pm today..XD...my whole family gathered at fat fat's

[sam's friend]restaurant to celebrate my granpa's b'day...we reached there

at 8pm..I CANT BELIEVE MY GRANPA ACTUALLY WORE THE SHIRT THAT I BOUGHT

FOR HIM!!IT SUITS HIM REALLY WELL,MAN!!=)!!Happy!!The food especially the

lala,red bean soup,fish & crab were really AWESOME!!i ate soo damn much!!

LOL!!finger lickin' good!!Then,we went to Red Box to cheong K!!Walao!!

Sam & I kept yelling there LOL!!..We sang Rude Boy,Bye Bye,Cooler Than

Me,Pretty Boy,Love Story,You Belong With Me,Good Girls Go Bad,OMG,Nobody,

Need you Now,Mine,Misery,Everytime We Touch,Come Back To Me,Solo & etc etc..

I think we sang more than 30 song!!soo nice..i think i sang Pretty Boy,

Rude Boy & Come Back To Me pretty well just now..i also sang Girlfriend

LOL...i screamed a lot when i was singing this song because it reminded me

of someone LOL!!X)!!it cost us RM250..Aikk!!XD!!Wat A Nice Day!!Just Came

Back Only Ma..Quite Tired Rite Now LOL...

XD!!!!!Wahaha!!I LOVE YOU CKY!

Went to IOI with Kah Yi last nite...X)!!Damn happy weh...we bought

the same type of school bag...XD...very nice!love it!!and i

also bought a shirt for my granpa...!.XD...kah yi & i chose de..

kah yi de taste very good oh.^^..nice to have a bff like her..

although it cost me RM60 *heartache* but still worth it!because I

LOVE MY GRANPA REALLY MUCH!^^!!Oh ya ky bought some doughnuts from J.CO

for her family and she also bought some for me because i was drooling

LMAO!damn embarrasing leh!!haha!!my mum asked me to use my own money

then i replied,''ai yo pokai jor la,u buy for me la''...then KY said

''i belanja u ba!''^^!!!hahah!!XD!!thnks KY!!i LOVE EU!!!!=)!!By the way

I saw Lisa there!!X)..but i didnt greet her because i was reli yong sui

last nite LOL!XD..glad that my granpa likes the shirt very much..XD!happy!

TRIP TO PENANG!!^^

AWWW!!!!I went to Penang on Thurs & just came back yesterday...

it was a very nice trip la..my parents and I sleep at my aunt's

home on Wed because we were goin to travel in a group wif my aunt

and cousins...^^..All of them woke up at 6am except for me..I OVERSLEPT AGAIN!

...DX!!ARGH!!evryone waited & waited for me..LOL...PAISEH!!!T~T!!Really

PAISEH leh...DX!!We traveled to IPOH for breakfast OMG!!!the curry mee

there was still DELICIOUS AS EVER!!^^!!NYUM!!BON APPETITE!!Then,we

visited Saint Anne's Santuary..we bought some souvenirs from a gift

shop and took some holy water from the church..we checked in at 3pm

and put our luggage in the hotel before we went out to have lunch..

had char kuay teow,chee cheong fun,porridge & etc etc for lunch..hmm..

not bad..^^...we had dinner at a seafood restaurant...Wow...the prawns

were sooo good!!!OMG!!!love it!!we went to the world's largest toy

museum on the next day...LOL!!i took some pics of barbie dolls!!I

think i still love barbie dolls LOL!!haizx..but too bad my parents

quarreled on Friday.URGh!!damn annoying...==''..nvm la..i am used

to it already..LOL...

PRIDE..

Come and get me if you really need me..cos i wont be making

the 1st move anymore...keep your pride to yourself and keep lying

if you really want to..nobody can stop you from being stubborn and

selfish...you only think bout you own feelings..what bout mine?people

ignore you,you dont like...people sms you,call you..u think ppl mah

fan...what do you want?i really dunno what do you want..

OUTING WITH ANGEL!!

AWWW!!Today's outing was really awesome..had lots of fun with angel..

Out 1st event was Cheong K lol!!We sang Rude Boy,Teenage Dream,

Girfriend,You Belong With Me,She Wolf,I Gotta Feeling,Rock That

Body etc etc!!We also sang our hit song=Dont Cha!!LMAO!!!This song

seriously reminded me of my past...haha!!my wonderful & adventurous

past!!OMG!!haha..after Cheong K,we wasted RM10 by da gei..da gei was

pretty tiring..BUT!!it was really chi gek & fun!!OMG!!XD!!we had dinner

at Gasoline LOL...we took some pics,edited and crop them on the spot!!

just came back LOL..

GU!TAR...

My cousins,Sara and Sam came to my hse at 4pm today..^^..Sara taught me how

to play acoustic guitar..Wow..it was kinda fun haha!!and the funny

thing was my right arm could barely reach the other side of the guitar..

damn hard to play leh..short arms!!TwT..Damn arms LOL...haha...but that

one was a full size guitar...RM250 only...quite worth it oh...but the

fees to learn is not worth it la....RM100.half an hour in a week only...

My taekwondo class cost me only RM50 a month.Plus i dun have soo much

time leh...i have to attend sunday school and also taekwondo

class ma..URGH...However,i really feel like learning guitar because

dis instrument is very yeng leh..love it so much...besides,i also

feel like learning piano..haha...stupid me..i feel like learning it

because i want ppl to think of me as a gentle young lady...stupid

reason..i am such a dumb ass..but it does make sense...guitar is a LIL

SAKAI but very COOL leh...piano is for gentle girls like kah yi la..

hai yo...to be honest i am not gentle and quite rough leh..so,no

matter how i learn,i also wont look gentle one la..forget bout

it la,charmaine..you are a red belt holder in taekwondo...imagine

la..a red belt holder playing piano...DX..funny and ridiculous..i have a wild

personality..so..guitar would be nice for me..XD

ANNOYED!

Damn It!!!I Feel Soo Annoyed Today...I woke up at 12.20pm & my granma

kept asking me whether i wanna have lunch with her or not..BUT..

I was dieting...However,i felt tempted as well...hmm..So,i decided

to have lunch at my granma's hse...ate a LIL..Not much...Hang

around with my cousins after lunch..I taught Sam Maths..He's quite

smart at it...cute...^^..After that,i went back home and online

until 4pm...Then only i do some streching and exercise...Used up

20 mins but dead tired after doin it...my muscles were soo effing

pain..and they are still paining until now..there was only one thing

on my mind..I JUST WANTED TO LOSE WEIGHT...but...i was kinda

dissapointed when my mum told me that we are gonna have dinner with

my granma[father's side] because i was not suppose to eat rice again..

haizx...but nevermind la once in a while only ma..However,idk what

the hell was wrong with my mum & I...i was really really mad at her

for shouting at me for something..i was in a very bad

mood...pissed off...i was tired like hell and there she was SHOUTING

at me...of course i was mad!!who wouldnt?i turned on my black face

to let her see and spoil her mood...her mood was definitely spoilt

as well..kept grumbling in the car..WTF!..OK DINNER TIME!!URGH!!

my granma[father's side] did annoyed me as well...it was soo

irritating....but i just kept my damn mouth shut..came back home

and my mum told me she was also annoyed by my granma...

nvm!!!i'll tolerate her since she's old already..URGH!!my granma did

cause a lot of probs and she URGH!!not telling here...

MC...SHHH!!!

I really dunno why but I always cry my eyes out during MC...And also get

angry for no reason at all...However,i guess it's quite normal la..

I feel pain and my stomach keeps cramping on the 1st and 2nd day of

my MC...Besides,I usually lose my appetite and feel very tired...

MC really sucks la...

AARON YAN PICTURES!!

Here are some pictures of him ^~^













AWWW!!!SOOO CUTE!!!

I LOVE HIS ROLE IN M.I.T

ZHAN SHI DE AKA 007

A MYSTERIOUS & COOL HIGHSCHOOL GUY!

Charmaine..

Charmaine...What type of person are you?you are a very outgoin person..

but...you could be lonely at times..you are a childish person as well

but you could be a very responsible person especially the times when you

are doin your duty as a prefect...besides,you are a really evil person

on the outside..but you are actually a very soft hearted person on the

inside...only you yourself knows about it..you hate to show out your

love to your friends because you dont want to be too close to them..

maybe you are afraid that they might hurt you once more..

Charmaine is a person that dislikes DOGS...she also doesnt know why..

so dont ask..she is known as a playgirl by her dudes..but she's NOT!

she cant get too serious in a relationship because she's afraid that

it'll hurt her once more..she couldnt afford to be hurt anymore..

she had enough already..Charmaine doesnt trust boys at all..so,

dont expect anything from her..cos you might get hurt too..

She gets jealous easily and she's also a possessive person..Charmaine

hates being fat!and she would do anything to lose weight..Charmaine

is a super stubborn person,nobody could make her do what she doesnt

want to do..and not even her parents..Charmaine wants to be a doctor..

Because she wants to save lives and she vowed that she would try

her best to help those who in need..but can she really do it?

only God knows..Charmaine is not a religious person and she hates to

attend Sunday school...but she'll change...because she believes GOD

really exist...Charmaine is a really lazy person..her room is always

in a messy and dirty state..plus,Charmaine only study 1 week before exam

because she hates studying..Charmaine could be very emotional at

times..especially when she's facing her best friend..Charmaine always

thinks negatively and she couldnt control or stop it...Charmaine

is very fierce and she would kick ass you if you dare to touch her

best friend..her best friend is like her life...more important than

herself...Charmaine would ditch anyone that hurts her very deeply

even if the person is very important to her..she doesnt give a damn

anymore if that person hurts her more than she would ever take it..

Charmaine's favourite quotes are ,''To Be Or Not To Be,It's Your Choice''

and ,''An Eye For An Eye,A Tooth For A Tooth''...Charmaine loves

to give suprises to people whom she really love..Charmaine hates

betrayal..Charmaine would use all her effort to help those who are

in need..

Cry Baby..

Mum-'Maine,is your heart made out of stone?'

I Replied,''Huh?y are you asking me dis?''

Mum-'Y are you soo cool?cry once in a while nvm 1'.

I just kept quiet cos i didnt knw wat to say.[dis happened because

we were watching a very very sad drama & i was like emotionless] ==''..

actually i held my tears only la & swollowed them back into my stomach.

it was soo hard to hold my tears!!pain in the ass!

Heart Break...X(

Izit my fault again?why is it my fault again?i've tried soo hard to maintain

our friendship.but it takes two hands to clap right?if you dun really care,

why should i?even if u told me dat u are concern bout me but i really couldn't

feel it.peaple say,''action speaks louder than words''..i am tired of trying..

I am afraid that i might interrupting you..i am soo sorry for being selfish

and asking you to leave your cousins at home to go out with me..i just feel

insecure..is it wrong to feel like that?even if you say i am thinking

negatively but do you know how do i really feel and how much i appreciate

our friendship?however,i am really tired of trying..and i am tired to

be the one that keep doin stupid stuff for you...i am not goin to call

you or sms you anymore because i feel torn on the inside...i know i shouldn't

be like this..yes..i know you are really busy,but are you soo busy that

you cant even spend some time with me?sometimes,i ask you to comment my

blog,post and ect ect...but you said you are lazy...and i was soo

stubborn and stupid kept asking you to do it...but you didn't even care...

i feel soo hummiliated now because i think i am just pure stupid...

i feel really humiliated and i promise myself that i wont do it anymore..

i am also a human and i do feel tired of doin it too.....

it's your choice whether you want to maintain our friendship or

not..i am too torn to do anything right now..your choice...i'll never

force you to comment or do somethin stupid anymore..i'll learn my

lesson..never expect too much from a friend..i feel hurt...X(...

Dissapointment~

Hey guys...T~T..you know what??i was dieting reli hard today but i ruined it

by eating the whole packet of potato chips just now...damn dissapointed of

myself..i am so sick of myself..keep eating and eating non stop..

i can go crazy for food,seriously..i have no idea what to do anymore...how

to gain back my determination leh?haizx.

Losing You..

Dear fren,i have soo many things to tell you....but you dun even care bout our

friendship anymore...why should i??why am i the one tat keeps calling & sms-ing

you on the phone from time to time...i do it at least once a week but you?

you only call me when you need me for somethin...and i am the one dat keeps

doin stupid stuffs for you..well..i think u can at least sms me once a week

or maybe just say 'hi' to me on the phone...but...u dun have time for me at all.

i think i am just a water fish for you...maybe you say dis to urself

''i'll only phone ya when i need you''...besides,you always say you are very

busy at home...i asked you once ''why are you soo busy?''

you said''well i need to watch tv you know?''...ok fine...form now on..i'll stop

giving you calls and even sms...WATCH ALL YOU WANT!

I DUN WANNA KACAU YOU ANYMORE!!i feel bloody dissapointed in you..fine..

even if i am all alone..i wont disturb you...you have time to watch tv,

play games and care for your fucking dog but you dont even have a LIL time for me.

I DAMN BLOODY HATE YOUR DOG!& I WISH I COULD STAB IT!but she's different..

i am reli2 an important thing to her...just tat i cant trust her anymore..

cause i dun..I still remember when i asked u ''hey..wat do ya think of me?''.

you replied,''haha,nobody''i was kinda speechless to hear dat..but...i cant force

people to like me...you ignore me whenever you feel like

it...nevermind...fine..OK...i know you only love your family and your

effing dog[oh by the way,you can also fuck it if you want

to...^^]...it's ok...love all you want...bye..

THORN...

The thorn is still here..how to get rid of it?very hard lor...primary skul tat

time...teachers hated me,friends hated me..because of wat?because i was fat,childish

and it was very easy for ppl to take advantage from me...easy like ABC...all i knw

is my life was f***ed up badly..i was reli a dumbass..ppl

bring blade to skul,i care,ppl hurt themselves wif blade,i oso care...wat kind of

world is this?i shouldnt care soo much la..WTF?!it was like WTF!!?i

asked my mum to tell teacher lor..the next thing was i kena teruk2 in class because

of wat???teacher said i 8 wor..knw wat is 8?ok fine...kena jor then??haha!!the

teacher was sooo KIND...nt only always kenakan me...give me black black de face to

see some more oh...sooo kind of u..FUCK U!then,my mum bought her a cake lor..after

dat hor...things gt a lil better...thks teacher for giving me such a wonderful time

yeah FUCK U!

My Laziness..XD

This is a secret tat i wanna share on my blog...i feel very bad cos i studied LAST

MINUTE...IT'S LAST MINUTE wif CKY on the week before PMR started..it was reli2 bad

luckily CKY was there...Or else i sei lur...i was sooo ****ed up?!could'nt

concentrate and i was soo distracted by food,anime and TVB dramas...think bout it

oso wanna cry jor ler...i didnt work hard for it...so my PMR results r gonna b bad

TwT...nvm la..PMR only ma...I DUN CARE...^^...but dat week hor...we studied like

NERDS?!OMG!!i never studied tat way before...never knw dat it would b soo tiring

and stressful..However,Chang was reli tough thou...she was'nt distracted at

ALL..she's gonna get a good result...better than mine..but i wont b

jealous...^^..hehe..XD...it's nt like i'll die because of my results...padan muka

la...i soo lazy...haha!

>w< Food..

WTF?!??My life without food is reli meaningless...TwT...i miss my Food reli much but

i hv to b strong!for myself!for my reputation!i wont lose to all those ____ out

there!hnng!jgn haraplah!u too,mui...jgn harap!dun even think bout it!cos u cant

hahaha!!!!i'll stay tough!nothin can block my way!NOTHIN!i'll try very100 hard!for

u,honey!muahahahahah!!!food!!!!!!!!ARGH!!!nvm i rather suffer!!i must lose 10kg!!

Buffet..XD

Had dinner at Shangri La Hotel in KL..umm...the food was OK la...i love the

satay,cod fish,desserts(cakes,puddings,fruits),dim sum and bla bla bla..there were

western cuisine,chinese cuisine,italian cuisine and even japanese cuisine ect

ect...XD..i tried my best to eat like a ...like a ..hehe...young lady...BUT IT WAS

SOO HARD!!DX....it's because i saw a Young and Handsome Chef there...haha!

My Feelings...~

Bloggie..Dear Bloggie...What should i do ne?TwT...I reli wan us to be back as

usual...like doin stupid stuffs 2gether,eating like pigs,talking nonsence....ai ya

same ni la..i reli wan back tat kinda feeling la...i wan the awkward feeling

between us to dissappear...Can it?Hope dis trip will bring back our closeness and

make our bond even stronger plus tougher..i've no one to pour my feeling

to...except for u,bloggie..but!sadly..u are just a blog!dumbass!==''..fine!haizx!do

u knw she's my closest BFF?huh?do u even knw dat?she understands me reli well..and

she has a reli pure heart..a heart tat is willing to help others...a very pure

hearted person like her is hard to find...and tat made me the luckiest person in

the world because she's my BFF...not only willing to help others,besides,she's oso

an obedient daughter tat is willing to cover up everything for her parents and

rather suffer by her own..where to find dis kinda daughter?HUH?!?!?==''!!even i

cant do tat!seriously..always think for others without caring for herself!..i cant

do tat!seriously..==''...i wont let her down!i will protect our friendship...wont

let ''someone'' ruin it!...!!!U CANT!!

J

Cant believe i saw u again...the feeling was sooo BITTER...do u knw u hv the ability

to ruin my day?why?hope dis will be our last meeting,J...plzz dun ever appear in my

life anymore..i dun wanna see your face anymore cos it hurts to see u...i dun knw

why....hope it'll fade away soon..uplayed a big part in my life..and i hope u'll

find someone suitable for you..bye..

Happy Mooncake Festival!~

Happy Mooncake Festival!!!Wah!!!!!!!!!Dinner Was Sooooooooo Freaking Great!!!

I Had Sum Mooncake Justnow!!!♥...i cant believe my mum cooked today!her fried

chicken was AWESOME!!soo delicious dat i can eat more than 10 pieces of drumstick!

Finger Lickin' Good!But!Too bad i had missed the f'ing chance to play TangLung and

light candles wif my cousins!TwT..hmm..Just Because Of PMR!!!PMR!!EFF YOU!!

A Special Place In My Heart~

Why cant i get wat i wan?why evry guy i like oso gt GF liao de?it's soo stupid..i m

so unlucky...S....u kept disturbing me & u even told me dat my name was unique...u

left a deep mark in my heart...cos i reli reli liked u...u didn't only gave me

hope..but u oso supported me & picked me up when i fell...THANK YOU..but fate is

reli cruel..why do u hav to leave me hanging around?there's soo many question in my

mind..S....do u like me?even a lil?do u?do u only care so much 4 me?only me?or do u

treat evry girls d same?r u a flirt?i just cant get over u...u r soo special...too

special to b compared to other guys..nobody can replace u in my heart...u r such an

unique guy wif great sense of humour..thanks for ur moral support,S..i just wan u

to be happy..bye forever...& thanks for everything..u'll always b in my heart...i

promise...DX




♥,Maine..~

A Wonderful Day Wif Kah Yi

Kah Yi went to my hse today...wo men practiced shu shueh...XD..haha!!we told each

other ghost stories & freaked out when kah yi's hp rang..haha!XD...nice2...!!LMAO!

we ate KFC for dinner..haha!!ate like org asli..mixed mashed potato & coleslaw

2gether...walao...looked exactly like vomit!!XD...then we ate using

hand...muahaahah!!so unladylike & disgusting!!boys oso runaway!!ROFL!!XD

FRENEMIES!

****!!!!!!!!dun use me when i start being kind to u...dun let me treat u like a

stranger!!!...I SUPER HATE IT WHEN PPL USE ME TO GET BENEFIT!!!SUPER HATE IT!!dun

let me tell u face to face!!I DUN WANNA MAKE U CRY UR EYEBALLS OUT COS I M NT RELI

A KIND PERSON!!!U DUN KNW ME WELL I TELL U....I LET U USE HUH???PUI!!!UR ASSHOLE

LA!!EAT SHIT LA!!!I HATE IT WHEN PPL BORROW MY MONEY & NEVER RETURN IT BACK...!!ACT

LIKE NOTHIN HAPPENNED!!I FUCKING HATE IT!!DUN WANNA RETURN BACK I'LL MAKE U RETURN

BACK NO MATTER WAT...COS I'LL NEVER LET PPL USE!!******!!!GO SUCK BALLS!!IF U NEVER

RETURN WITHIN A WEEK OSO NVM,STILL FORGIVABLE...BUT U HAV TO TELL ME UR REASON!!

DUN USE ME & NEVER RETURN IT BACK!!!SEE ME LIKE RUNNING AWAY JIANG!!FUCK OFF!!!!!

THE SECONG THING IS!!!DUN EVER ASK ME TO CALL U!!!U THINK MY DAD HAS FACTORIES OR

SOMETHING LIKE TAT?!?!VERY RICH?!??!CAN MAKE USE OF ME??HUH???EVEN I HV MONEY I OSO

H8 IT WHEN PPL USE ME TO GT BENEFITS!!PUI!!I WONT WASTE MY MONEY ON U!!!i m nt a

kedekut person but dun make me 1...!FUCKER!once in a while u say call me nvm...BUT

NOT ALWAYS!!COS MY HOUSE IS NT MADE OF GOLD OR DIAMOND!!!I M NT A RICH PERSON

DUMBASS!..THE 3RD THING IS!!!IF U WAN TO IMPROVE UR STUDIES,ask me to teach u..i m

OK..BUT DUN ACT LIKE U DUN CARE!!!PLS DUN LET ME TEACH LIKE A BITCH!!!!!PUI!!!u

dun care bout ur studies nvm!!i dun mind da fuck bout it!cos i m willingly to waste

my time on ya to teach u,BUT u act like u dun care..then sry lor..nt my prob...see i

m dis mean!knw me better now?!!

DX...YS

Ueek!!!How can i like such an ugly person like u???OMG!!!!!u look like..oh gosh!so

yong sui...TwT..wat the hell is happening to me la??my taste soo gud,how can i like

u??!!!i think i blind edi....haizx...stupid me...yer soo yong sui!!!!DX.!!yong sui

like hell...yong sui punya category...XD...haha!!haiyo yong sui jiu yong sui

la..wat to do?i still like u..XD..hahah!!bad taste me..haah!!TwT....nt funny de

joke...haiz..how to bring u go out leh??hahah!!XD...luckily u r nt even my bf..XD

PUI!!!!!!!!

ANGRY DAO SEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I HATE IT WHEN PPL DISTURB MY FOOD OR DO

SOMETHIN SILLY ON IT!!!!WA SAI!!!GINGER CHICKEN CANNOT MIX WIF FRENCH FRIES DE

OK?!!?!UNDERSTAND?!?!?!1 IS CHINESE FOOD,D OTHER 1 IS WESTERN!!!!DUN B

DUMB,FUCKER!!!I LOVE FOOD SOO EFFING MUCH!!U DISTURB THEM OR MAKE SHIT ON THEM WILL

MAKE ME GT RELI ANGRY YA KNW!!!!!!!!STUPID!!!DUN MESS UP MY DINING TABLE!!!NOW NO

APPETITE U HAPPY MOU!?!??!PUI!!!

FUCKER DAT DESERVES 2 B FUCKED!!

stupid bastards....childish like hell...if i were'nt a prefect i alrdy **** u upside

down la ji bai....FUCK U...4 gan mui...yong sui dao shit still wan 2 BOO me...****

u 9 9....diam 7 la...so hai..!!!!haizx..soo long never say soo many bad words

liao..u reli pissed me off but luckily i didnt show out...i show out memang terus

kena lucut liao...dun make me hit u,fucker!!!if i reli wanna hit u,the 1st part i

hit would b ur mouth 1st!!bcos u hav a reli big mouth,fucker!!u motherfucker...if i

hit u,u memang mampus la!!..u make me sin only fucker...fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

YOU!!!!!a prefect's duty is aint easy...IT'S AINT EASY!!!!

FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Fav ♥

♥ My BFF

♥ Food

♥ Anime

♥ Sushi

♥ Basketball

♥ 2 cook & bake

♥ Kawaii stuffs

♥ My friends

♥ My family

♥ My bao bei

♥ Music

♥ Mascara

♥ Taiwanese & HK dramas

♥ Kimono & cheongsam

♥ Fashion

♥ Taekwondo

♥ Anything involving ghost

FUCK YA!!!

My life is getting sucker & sucker since i became a prefect...i dunno how to stay

cool bcoz i gt angry easily...it's sooo hard for me to stay cool!!I am like a

volcana dats waiting to burst very very soon!!!RAWR!!!knw how i feel!??!no wonder i

m lion king's daughter!!!no doubt!!!RAWR!!

Silly Me..~

why do i keep changing my mind???who do i like?A?B?C?orD? perhaps E??very hard to

choose la..A is gentleman,kind & cool(i blush evrytime he walks pass me)...B is

extremely weird but he has somehow attracted me(but he's kinda evil)..C is

smart,handsome,kind,funny & attrative(my fav la bt dis memang hopeless edi)!D was

my past(bt he was nt even my BF & we were nt meant 4 each other)...E??er...who's

dat?LMAO!!XD..i m like single forever..i think i've rejected a few person lor...6

or mayb 7 like dat la..sometimes i reject them,they still kacau me..kinda annoying

thou..it's very hard 4 me to break ppl's heart by hurting them & say i dun like

them..coz i knw it's very hurtful..umm...i dunno y hor..guys dat i've liked b4 all

oso gt GF de..stupid la..me bad luck lo..always like ppl's BF..bt i never steal or

touch their BFs b4 ok?dats d reason i m still single..= =''..silly

me..haha..er..how can i still laugh?i m totally outta my mind?LOL!

Wee!!!Bye percubaan!!^^

Wee Hee!!!tomoro is d last day of exam ler!!damn happy!!!Woo Hoo!!!Ahhh!!

^^...lalala...!!!!XD...ooooh...oohhh....bikinis on top sunkiss skin so hot will

melt ur popsicle...california girls...XD!!ahh!!!my freedom is back!!!XD

MY LIFE~

A lot of things happened these few days..umm..1st of all my friend haizx...she's nt

reli 'clean' anymore(i cant accept tat)..Secondly,i've became a prefect BUT i feel

soo weird..& unrealistic..i knw ppl still treat me like a pengawas percubaan coz i

nt yet change my uniform..i saw 2 prefects ate outside the canteen today..BAD

EXAMPLE!!!let me c ur face again,ur name'll surely in my BOOK!i m nt afraid of u!By

the way nw i jaga Form 4...i m reli in deep shit leh..Lastly,now i only knw CKY gt

feelings de wor..she knws how to show out her jealousy de..XD..haha..a bit funny bt

sad as well..hope she can get over it..haizx..

TwT Disappointed~

feels kinda dissapointed...but i m ok...haizx..u've promised me to watch wif me de

ma..but u LIED!!i reli waited for u..dis makes me feel stupid & dumb..well..nt tat

nice anyway..who cares?its only a movie ma..BUT I FEEL RELI DISSAPOINTED!

SERIOUSLY!!!TwT

^^!!!!Happiest day eva!

9th of August~ officially a PREFECT..no longer a pengawas percubaan..^^..dun cha dare to bully me anymore,seniors..^^..soo happy...i'll try my best to show gud examples de..^^...

Moody

i m soo f'ing moody..dunno why ler..mayb bcuz dat fella called me *** **??soo dissapointed...call call call call until when ler??u leh motherfucker?yong sui like shit oso i never call u yong sui..why call me dat??fucker lai de...me so cute why call me dat ler??XD...perasan..JKJK..haizx...

AN EXCITING DAY WIF KAH YI

kah yi & i missed skul 2day just bcuz of d charity work..180 cupcakes ya knw!including the packaging & so on!!it was'nt easy to promote..thnks to fiona herath..& oso thnks to ppl dat've booked them on fb!.LOL!! kah yi & i also worked reli hard leh..fm 10am to 6pm..TwT..it was reli fun although both of us luk exactly lyk baby pandas haha..damn happy 2day la weh!!haha!!only 3 packets left..hmm..^^!THANKZ A LOT, GUYS!!!walao!!we ate like ''org asli'' just now leh..haha!mixed the mashed potatoes wif coleslaw!!LOL!!looked exactly lyk SHIT bt it was reli delicious!!hhahaha!!

it was the weirdest dream ever..i cant believe i actually dreamt about tat..ok dis dream was kinda complicated..it had about 5 storylines but in the same dreamland..i think my imagination was getting wild b'cos i watched too much cartoon yesterday..so the story begins here la..um..i dreamt bout HIM,er...he confessed his LOVE to me & then we started holding hands and stuffs la..hehe..bt suddenly..i was at skul doin my duty...i tegur some1 like usual lor..dat fella didnt listen to me..the storyline became more complicated when i went back to class and then saw 2 groups of malays and chinese rushing towards me...ATTACKED ME USING THEIR MOUTH by calling me pig...OMG!!i hate the word the most..i was really confused..then i saw my friend's face wor...he was uglier than usual in my dream leh..soo yong sui..his face hor..full of black spots and pimples...i was like WTF!?!suddenly..things started to change again..i was at the main entrance of my skul...er..then angel approched me and said ''Hey Char,watz up babe?we are having a dog meat eating carnival..!!ok see ya around..i gotta get some dog meat too!!''..then she rushed to the crowd & i was like WTF again?!?!i could even smell it!!!OMG!!!i still remember the smell until now..YUCK!!!then,my mum was there too!!we went to toilet together lo..i let her went in 1st..our skul toilet doesnt hav lock de..so i jaga for her lor..after dat jiu my turn ler..i asked her to jaga for me..dim zhi..when i was halfway doin my bussiness,she opened my door pulak!!!even guys saw!!!WTF!?!?!i scolded her and then we started our argument ler..then dunno how ler..my mum jiu woke me up from my sleep..!!i was like WTF again la!!time to go to skul!!haha!!

HUH??FRIENDS?

it was really horrible...i didnt expect my friend saying dat to me...it was really dissapointing..i was just on my duty..so i surely hav to do my job la..but ppl blame me for doing tat and that's just too sad for me..do u knw i was feeling really awful?i thought i really dont mind bout stuffs like tat...but i do..some of them even tend to give me xtra trouble by adding more oil..i really cant accept the fact tat they hate me soo damn much because of my duty..a few of them even hummiliate me wif the nickname tat i hate the most and even spit some bad words for me to listen...wat a shame..what kind of friends are they?are they even my friends?i hav some other kind friends but they are worse!!hypocrite!!i rather be hummilated than be friends wif them..soo fake..i really accept bu dao...

TwT..haizx.

TwT..haizx..soo sad ler...why they dislike me so much de?just bcos i m nt fm SJKC?or they think i m LC?..bt to b honest i m nt la..it's my duty ma..of cos i hv to tegur them la..why they nid to say like tat wor??suan lor..no matter how hard i try to learn mandarin oso useless de la..

THE RITE OF CALLING...

i attended mass just now...XD...ya lur..there was an event called the''RITE OF CALLING'' just for Form 3 children..it was a very important event thou..just could'nt miss it....i woke up at 7.45am leh..TwT..damn tired...i wore like a country girl...*mouth hung open*..very simple..a yellow colour blouse and a skirt..well..u can imagine me in dat..=__=...i felt super hot just now..just could'nt concentrate there...LOL..my sunday school teacher,Teacher Marcia looked really elegant in her outfit..she looked GREAT!!...she's truely a fashionistar..i cant believe my eyes..a classmate of mine wore a mini skirt...so watever...another 1 wore a T-shirt..hemm..most of them wore like ehem...no comment...BUT the guys were just AWESOME!!they looked reli handsome today..just for today only..XD...i was like OMG...haha!!

>w<....asshole month..

soo sad..TwT..i knw he does'nt like me de..why m i lying to myself?i wanted to tell him but he didnt wan 2 listen..?why dis month soo hak chai de??TwTwT..family quarrel..friends oso assholes lai de...i dun trust them..why dis month like tat de?tomoro hav 2 wake up early...i feel soo lazy la..TwT.....i just wan 2 eat eat eat & eat..i oso wan to cry but cry bu dao..dun hav tears coming out...T^T...

FUCK EVERYTHING..

From today onwards..i wont trust anyone alrdy...even my dad..i wont give ppl advice or anything ler..really dissapointed..give oso no point..let it b..even if she wants to sleep wif guys oso not my problem..who cares??just dun give me prob la..i dun give a damn..motherfuckers....i wanna b one too..u think dis(BFF) could last 4ever??eat shit la..family leh??who cares..it wont last..its better to be fake like her..no..like them..the society is like dat..so just b like dat..ppl say cannot decide..but be frank la..she alrdy decided..i m nothin in her heart..she didnt even apologise for dat..so just act shitty & bitchy la...b a hypocrite la..gud oso wad..i really dn give a damn...i starting to hate her edi..shes into my nerves...

TwT

**** you leh seong!fat wont die de..say dao like end of d world!!i'll surely get my hot figure back before PMR!!u wait & see....

1ST DAY BERTUGAS IN THE CANTEEN~

TwT.dis is my 1st day bertugas in d canteen 2day..OMG!!!....some1 made me quite mad bt haizx..wat to do..beat cannot beat..scold=they dun like...DX....tegur liao still like dat...the other entrance nt tegas at all...i tegur oso useless...kept shouting 2day..haizx....KEPT SHOUTING ''ketatkan kawalan!!!''..mcm so hai only.soo tired...i jaga main entrance de..2day still ok la...

T o T..JEALOUSY...~

why always her jek!??!tell wat oso must tell her 1st!!tag wat oso hav 2 tag her 1st!!why sooo gan jeong wat to buy for her jek!?!?ok ok!!i admit la!!i m very jealous la!!ahhh!!!!!!!!!wat the hell are u thinkin?!?!stop it!!i cant play wif u any longer!!i m super super duper jealous!!!wat soo good bout her jek!??!sei 8 po....DX!!ahh!!!!

DREAM!!XD

OMG!!my dream came true!!!i can finally bertugas in the canteen together wif my BFF ler!!too happy liao..i'll try my best de!!i'll work hard wif her,i promise..

MY TRUSTWORTHY FRIEND DAT IS OSO MY BFF...

I dun knw whether it was a gud decision or nt..But since i've decided to give our friendship one more chance,i'll fight for it..i knw i still care a lot bout u..i just dun wan to show it DAT obvious b'cos i m still a bit blur...what position m i in your heart?too bad i cant split into half..ToT...theres a lot of questions in my head...But i'll try to b my best & make both of u feel gr8...yeah to b honest of cos i trust CKY more..But..should i learn to trust u again??..like i told CKY..i only trust her...& only her..i'll always remember dat i only hav a BFF...she is CKY...

My BFF...^^

CHANG KAH YI
♥ way too cool ler
♥ secretive
♥ kind
♥ helpful
♥ does'nt really knw how to hav fun(but i like being around her)
♥ shy
♥ loves her family really really much
♥ likes puppy
♥ polite
♥ a really hardworking person

FuTuRe...~

umm!!i must start studying alrdy!!i cant let my teachers look down on me!!cos i knw i aint a stupid person..evry1 is'nt born 2 b stupid...we just hav 2 work hard 2 achieve somethin..i wan 2 b a successful doctor or either a forensic..perhaps an engineer or a fashion designer..i wan a comfortable living 4 my family..i wanna get a scholarship from the government...i'll try my best!!i wont regret even if i fail to do so...the point is...i'll hav 2 work hard 4 dat..XD..say very easy..BUT study dat time hor...like really wan die...TRY LA...!!TRY!!!TRY!!!i hav 2 TRY!!I MUST TRY!!!I HAV to!!

FOOL...

i feel confused again..if he really doesnt like me..why did he do dat for?just leave me there lor...who cares anyway?WHY THE HELL MUST HE CONFUSE ME AGAIN AND AGAIN??if he doesnt like me..why the hell he ..he...haizx!!!!stupid!!stop thinkin bout him!!ah!!!i hate u!!u make me look like a fool...gosh!!i really into u jor!!!i wan to win your heart BUT how??u hav a bunch of gfs..i dun think i even hav the chance..i hav no self confidence..i..i..just dunno wat to do..so i think i better giv up..PLS DUN CONFUSE MY FEELINGS ANYMORE....just let my heart stop beating..ToT

^^...FrIeNdShIp..

such a nice day...i'm glad dat we r friends again..hope evrything will go right after dis....

I'M NT YOUR TYPE..

DUN LIKE JIU DUN LIKE...wat to do??i cant force ppl to like me..& i wont..so,just give up on him ba...i'm soo stupid..now only realise dat there's no chance for me..my taste is soo bad..he is soo ys...nt suitable for me..PLS...STOP THINKING BOUT HIM...dis year PMR la..dun b silly...he'll never ever like a girl like u...cos u r nt his type..so just move on & study..

FORGIVEN~

you are forgiven...well...dis make things go better...a christian should be forgiving,right?forgive & forget...

**** YOU ON THE NEXT EXAM~

um..well i felt kinda dissapoited 2day BUT nothing could be done..i m still a student..a teacher is still a teacher..she is more powerful than me..so i give up ler...num 5 jiu num 5 la...wont die de..i'll try again nex time..i m nt a stupid person & i believe i can do it..i wont give up my studies just b'cos i'm facing some difficulties..i believe nothin is impossible..work for it & i'll get it....haizx..ate quite much just b'cos of dis...too sad & angry dis evening...no more tears to cry....i'll try harder..GAMBATEH CHAR...u can beat them de..one by one..wait for me...i'll be back...i'll strike dis F____ H___ very soon..who ask her 2 take away my position??i'll make her cry on the nex exam...!

FuCk YoU,tEaChEr!!!!!

My teacher is such a mother fucker!!!how dare she change my position in class?!?!from num 4 to num 5...dats soo unfair!!well i m super angry..but there is nothin i can do...CRY OSO USELESS!!...i m really angry!!!!!!!!!!soo angry dat i wanna ToT!!!!i really wan 2 slap her!!!!!!she's such a bitch!!!!!!!!...watch out!!!i m nt goin 2 let u go!!i feel like peeling her skin & then soak her in lemon juice!!..

MY FAV♥♥♥

i really love to watch animes & taiwanese dramas de..my fav animes are The Melancholy Of Haruhi Suzumiya(cute but a bit pervert-ish),Vampire Knight(romantic & touching but kinda weird),Jigoku Shoujo(sad & touching ToT),Lucky Star(cute kinda genre),Inuyasha(romance & adventure),My Wife Is A High School Girl(cute but quite pervert-ish),Sugar Sugar Rune(cute)& Maid Sama(funny)..my fav taiwanese dramas are Autumn's Concerto(really really touching & super sad...ToT),Hana Kimi(cute & funny),Romantic Princess(romance),It Started With A Kiss(romance)& They Kiss Again(romance)..

MY POSITION IN CLASS..~~

Gt num 4 in class..Quite happy & grateful la..To be honest...my expectation was really low...i thought i would get 20 somethin..LOL...BUT it turned out to be different..i knw some of my friends were quite pissed..XD...JEALOUS??? i dun knw..& i dun even care bout wat they were thinkin..their mouth were like hanging open..=__=..i was like ''am i really dat stupid?''..LOL!!i was like a blur sotong..haha...i could'nt hear wat my monitor was saying LOL!!i was kind of shocked when he repeated my name again..well..i am a kind of person dat's really lazy...and always skip school LOL...wat a lazy brat..haha...miracle does happen...LOL!!

FAT FAT LIAO!!

It's soo sad to say this..BUT i've really gained 10KG...i m nt joking...dis is serious..dats y i asked my mum 2 buy me cereal,oats,green apple,low fat milk,low fat yogurt,low fat cheese,carrots,wholemeal bread & so on..oh no..i m soo dead...i hav 2 stay strong!!i cant lose to all those yong sui girls out there...!i m goin 2 start my ''battle'' 2moro!!i promise u dat i'll try my very best!!i've to get back my sexy body before they attack my BOYS!!!RAWR!!come!!i dare u!!i m nt afraid!XD..i think i have 2 do some sit ups too...cos too fat liao......ToT..i m really sad...how to maintain as a fashionistar if my weight keep increasing!?!the evil within me keep begging me to EAT,EAT & EAT...can i control ''it''??CAN I!??!i cant stay fat any longer...!!

MY B'DAY WIF FAMILY..~

i had dinner wif my family just now...my whole family was there..my uncles,aunt,cousins,granpa,granma,mummy,papa & so on...LOL..soo happy just now..^^..mum bought me a cake fm secret recipe..BUT nt chocolate banana..XD...haha...dis time was chocolate fudge..since my cousins ♥ chocolate soo much..^^..TQ MUMMY...By d way,i saw my friend there..he's Allan..he was a really sissy & childish guy back then...BUT changed a lot jor...he looked really matured & well mannered..umm...i hav 2 study hard..i dun wan 2 b like him..soo young nid 2 suffer like dat jor...haizx...i ate soo much just now LOL..fat fat jor..ToT..~

MY B'DAY WIF KAH YI...^^

i celebrated my B'DAY wif my BFF,kah yi..we dropped by 2 baskin robins..& then bought tickets...went kai kai 4 a while..bought some junk food & drinks before we enter the theater....AWW..my BFF was soo sweet.she went out wif me although she was'nt feelin well & she bought 2 kawaii mugs 4 us..XD...mine's green(froggy) & her's black(kitty)..XD..very cute de..love it soo muchie..XD..i used 2 gif my BBFS friendship bracelets BUT now new trend ler.CHANGED 2 FRIENDSHIP MUGS??XD...watched Knight & Day..then had dinner 2gether....dinner was awesome..we were soo crazy..we took some pics & kept talking rubbish there(talking bad bout ppl,bout guys & stuffs la) LOL..LAUGHED SOO DAMN LOUD THERE..evry1 was staring at us like we came from PLUTO...i really enjoyed our romantic candle lite dinner..the place was quite dim LOL...TQ MY DEAR...XD...get well soon,kah yi...

YOU...

I'VE 2 STOP CARING SOO MUCH BOUT U...cos i m nt everything 2 u...but do u knw u are almost my evrything 2 me??i aint gonna depend on u...since u dun really nid me in ur life...lemme tell u...i also can live without u..BUT my life would suck without u...

FUCK U!!!!

i feel like smashing ppl's head rite now!!!!!seriously!!!u wan kena smash!??!**** u!!!!!!i'll **** u 2moro!!..u ah!!FORM 1 edi knw how say *** *** *** *** <-chinese bad word..=__=...WHO TEACH U DE??!?!u say u wan **** rite?!?!pull down ur pants!!!i m really pissed!!

MY ADDICTION...XD

*Basketball

*Food

*Music

*Dancing

*Singing

*Mascara

*Lipgloss

*My BFF

*Baking

*Cooking

*On9

*Kawaii soft toys

*My netbook

*My girlfriends

*My dudes

*Japan..XD

*Anime

*Acsessories

*Fashion

*Kimono & Cheongsam

*Mini skirts

*High heels

*Boots

*Newspaper

*Taiwanese & HK dramas

*My family

*My bao bei(cousins)

*My darling(some1 special)

*Bunnies

*Kawaii wallpapers

*Funny videos

*Bloggies..XD

*Hair do tutorial

*Sms

*Shopping wif my BFF

*FLIRT??XD..

*Facebook

*History

*Handphone

*Ghost stories

*Money

*Gossips

*My weight?XD

ToT...WHY????

umm..ToT...i miss Pn.Khasturi leh..seriously...IDK..BUT she was d only teacher dat liked Kah Yi & I...she treated us really good ya knw...i love her...i dun understand y did she left us before letting us knw...it was quite dissapointing...ToT...still missing her...& i hope i'll get 2 meet her in d future...

WHAT I HATE THE MOST (TOP 15)

*hypocrites

*insects

*homework

*exam

*LCLY de PPL(ex:N____)

*X tau malu de PPL(ex:S____)

*really annoying de PPL (ex:A____)

*noob kia

*perverts

*nerds(although i m starting 2 b 1)XD

*PPL dat doesnt care bout their future

*a person dat tries 2 control ur life

*bossy PPL (ex:D____)

*copycats (ex:A____)

*selfish PPL

MY RESULTS..ToT

My results:

BM(64B)
Eng(83.3333A)
Maths(58C)
Science(6*B)
Geo(6*B)
Sj(78B)
Kh(6*B)
Moral(8*A)
Sivik(dunno yet)
Seni(dunno yet)
PJK(dunno yet)

*soo shitty...OMG!!!i gotta do somethin bout it!!!*

MY B'DAY PRESENT...XD

AWWW!!!my mum just bought me a netbook!!!white colour de..i liked it very much although it was nt a very good brand...XD...actually i wanted 2 buy a better brand like HP,Acer & so on BUT i disliked d designs..umm...so i chose d kawaii 1...the brand was Samsung...XD...BUT i loved it really much!!!it was the most meaningful & kawaii b'day present eva!!XD...mummy,I LOVE YOU!!!wee!!it was a new design ya knw..XD..*nose in air*...

DAMN TUITION & HOMEWORK..

i m really busy nowdays..have a lot of homework & assignments...i think teachers should stop giving us assignments cos PMR is coming very soon...only 4 months left 4 us 2 do revision & stuff like dat..cant believe my BFF is now wasting her time evryday by goin 2 a useless tuition centre..i feel bad 4 her BUT..wat to do..i cant stop her fm goin...she looks soo tired recently...haizx....i hope she can really make d rite decision 4 herself..to b honest,i dun think dis tuition is helping her...dis tuition is giving her more prob...more homework & stress...i m afraid she cant cope any longer...she alrdy paid d tuition fees 4 dis month..she has 2 go dis month lor...there's no excuse 4 her...i oso dunno how 2 help her...

ASSHOLE...!

the kerani is such a motherfucker..!!!i was quite angry dat day but i just kept my mouth shut..!!wat a rude asshole!!learn some manners before u apply 4 a job la...wan kena FIRE!??!dare 2 treat my mum like dat..i'm sure she would fuck u nicely..I DARE U TO BULLY HER...!..

KEM KEPIMPINAN..XD

OMG!!!!!!the kem kepimpinan was sooo horrible..we were nt allowed 2 bathe..it was the dirtiest place dat i've ever been to.....we went jungle tracking at 2AM(midnite)...i saw a tiger n a grave at 1st..BUT i just ignored it..continued my walk until i saw a floating ''pocong''..i planned 2 keep quiet & just keep walking,leaving dat place BUT..my BFF,chang kept calling my name when she saw ''dat''..LOL!!!d one behind Chang was crying & hugging her....i didnt wan d situation 2 get even worse...i asked Chang nt 2 b panic & hold my hand...XD...soo lan si...haha...d ''thing'' was floating around us..YUCK!!!!!other group members oso saw d same thing..some of them even saw a ''mak cik'' sitting there..we went jungle tracking in the morning on d next day..we saw d so called ''pocong'' hanging on a tree....yeah a hand made ''pocong''..=__=..i was kinda pissed!...how could they plan somethin like dis!?!?FUCK THEM!!...we went there again 2 learn how 2 cook in the jungle without anythin..we collected some ''buluh'',''ranting'',''banana'' leaves'' n so on..the way they cook was very EWW...the jurulatih forced me 2 try ..BUT OF COS I DIDNT!!!he called us ''sombong'' lor...XD...WHO CARES?!?!the activities dat they organised were quite dangerous...they asked us to make a strecher..yeah...we actually made 1 out..but dat ''thing'' was'nt suitable 4 using....very dangerous..they asked us to carry some1 wif it summore...we chose the lightest person ler..XD..soo evil..it was such a dangerous journey 2 the waterfall..i rendam kaki only..didnt dare 2 main air there..cos the water there polluted jor..very dirty..wat oso gt de.....some of us cannot tahan..they all oso didnt care 1...they all care bout themselves only!!i looked like a dead dog when i came back yesterday....i ate nasi lemak in the bus before i reached home...XD..my way of eating was really ''lady like''..XD...haha!!!like a hungry pig...LOL!!& we only allowed 2 sleep 2-3 hours only...my legs & hand r still paining like HELL leh...ToT!!! i'll remember dat camp 4eva..WIRAJAYA....=__=

BAKA!!

i was sooo fucking angry today..>__<...dat fool really pissed me off...d other 1 oso pissed me off badly...i felt like slapping her fat face...nt CUTE at all!!soo fat!!i slap oso make my hands dirty only!!***ker!..>___

WONT LOSE!!!

i wan d world 2 c!!i can do it!!^o^...i wont lose 2 u!!>__

PMR...

dis year PMR ler...really must GAMBATEH edi...i wan get 7A's...to get into science stream in order 2 b a doctor or forensic...i knw it's nt easy 2 survive in science stream..really hard to survive...u'll fail evry subject at 1st u enter science stream..but if u work harder...i think u could survive...i wan 2 b a survival nt a failure...i hope i can work harder 2 achieve my ambition...

Wh...at m i thinkin?!?

am i in <3 again???NO!i should'nt think like dat..we r just friends..FRIENDS!!!imma stop thinking dis way...>___<...although i liked him before...

memories...

memories last 4ever rite?.....only both of us knw.....

KAWAII WORLD!!~

(ﾟｰﾟ)(｡_｡) To people who "live" in a KAWAII WORLD you probably:

FOOD
- eat chocolate everyday / You love chocolate
- eat candy everyday / love it
- when you go to shop with your parents, your friends or by yourself, you only buy cakes, candies, chocolates, drinking ... Only sweet things Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ
- you love make cakes and cooking :D But above all, cook pastries and cakes v(^o^)/

CUTE STUFFS
- always have got something cute with you (a doll, a soft toy, your cell phone decorated ...)
- your home or your bedroom is full of cute things (like soft toys, posters of cute anime stuffs, your wallapaper coulor or decoration and so on!)
- collect figurines / soft toys / costume jewelleries
- love manga
- you love Hello Kitty / Cinamaroll / Sponge Bob / Tenshi Neko and all this kind of brands
- you love use cute and weird smiley on msn or you e-mails (｡◕‿◕｡)
- you like originality, creativity, single things or which are limited series ( `_)乂(_' )

LIFE
- don't wanna grow up! You just want to be left innocent and cute as a child!
- enjoy your life
- you always smiling ヘ(^_^ヘ)(ノ^_^)ノ
- you always agree to have fun !
- your friends are weird, but you love them as they are and no people who want you to like them only for what they can have
- you love or you'd like to travel. Furthermore, you love asian coutries, like Japan or Korea or China and so on :3

PEOPLE
- hear people tell you you're always cute in your behaviour and your clothes style
- you are original. You don't like when people copy from you è.é (your style, your funny face...)
- you don't mind about what people think about you, because you love yourself as you are :D

BEHAVIOUR
- you are often throw tantrums but you always have got whatever you want :D
- you find little cute children; chibi usagi/neko/panda and other animals irresistible !
- you watch anime for children (unfortunatly it's true haha)
- even though you seem to be a child, innocent and naïve you're really clever :D
- when you're in a shop you like to touch to all the stuffs there're, you're exciting by all the cute things you can find in, and you want to buy all them o(>< )o ｏ( ><)o - Even if your like a child, you're mature ;p You can hide your personality as you want. You can control youself ( ﾟ,_ゝﾟ) - you don't like, otherwise hate sms language è.é - you LOVE hugs or to cuddle with your friends or your soft toy =^-^= HOBBIES - Playing stupid cute games *-*' - Cosplay - Have fun with your friends - Asian Fashion WISHES - your anime character be true - a Tea House with maids and into tables and chair like these in Alice in Wonderland :D - purikura in Europe! - to travel in Japan *+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°.*+°. Well! Ok... If you can recognize yourself among this list, WELCOME! ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪ - ₪

YEAR 2010~

my friend doesnt wanna friend me le....it's not like he doesnt like to friend me...it's just...he wants to forget me...cos...he likes me...too bad...not his fault oso...he helped me a lot...nevermind....to b honest..i knew he likes me but...i didnt ask b'cos i dun wan ppl to think i m perasan..=__=..