happy new year!!!!..~

♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥ Happy new year!!!woo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!2010 arrives....haha...old ler...15 years old edi..T^T!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥

SL.......T^T...

my good friend is gonna change school..T^T...i miss her leh..haizx....i'll always remember her...T^T..huhuhu....

MeRrY cHrIsMaS!!!...

i feel kinda sad.............nt really sad.....but..haizx..by d way merry christmas....i miss my friends..T^T.........especially my bff....huhu.......T^T....hai yo..idk why but i dun feel like doing anything...

cannot be trusted~

i'll never trust him anymore......cannot b trusted....my fault oso lar.....T^T......haizx..a bit dissapointed.......but i'm ok....argh...i m such a naive girl...i played wif ''fire'' last nite...but luckily my senpai[senior] saved me out...XP....i promised myself tat i wont play wif ''fire'' anymore cos fire burns...by d way.tq senpai!!...u r da best!!!(^o^)!!!!~

senpai...T^T...

sad...confused....tired....unhappy....dunno wat to do rite now..........haizx....dunno who to believe...& dunno where to hide my face??XP....should i apologise?....hua hua T^T...sooo sad leh....soo embarassing!!!

PrOm NiTe~

argh!!!!da prom was really great!!!haha!!!...i was dancing like a party animal....lol...my partner was syahril..lol....luckily he guided me..i was sooo clumsy..haha...but fast songs ok lar..ahha..sooo fun leh..all my senpai were outgoing..(^o^)!!!.my legs were aching just now..XP..& i was soooo hungry....LOL...16th of december year 2009..my 1st prom...(^o^)!!!!!!!sooooooooooooooooo happy leh!!!!!!

wat i really want next year...(^o^)

-forget bout him

-maintain as kah yi's bff

-maintain in 1st class

-b closer to my good friends

-b a responsible prefect

-7A's in PMR

-visit japan!!wee!!(^o^)!!!

-get my koryo belt[taekwondo]

-go kai kai wif my friends after PMR!!!

-a great bf....(^o^)...he must b lovable,educated,sophisticated,handsome,kind & protective..~

hard time...T^T

why izzit so hard to say goodbye?easy to say but hard to do..T^T....

letting go...

should i tell u?but y should i?i wont...but..it's hard to find some1 like u...i think i wanna give up edi...cos i dun wanna waste my time...i'll try to forget u...i m sure i can do it...but our memories r still inside my head....i wish i could erase our memories...time to say goodbye...ByE bYe...mayb i'll miss u..but time passes really fast...i'll let go...i gave my heart to u & now i m taking it back...ByE bYe..i wont regret..~

the chef...(^o^)!!!haha

i love to cook & bake...(^o^)!!i m collecting recipes fm the internet....i baked buns,cupcakes,cakes & cookies before....i seldom cook...but i m learning how to cook now...umm..i cooked fried rice wif kah yi at her house before..haha..tasteless leh..T^T..but we finished up evrything..haha....cos we cook de ma..LOL....i wanna make wonton next week...wee!!!(^o^)!!baking & cooking really changed my life...i m happier than usual nowdays...it's a good way to relieve stress..i really love to cook & bake...(^o^)...

SiCk...T^T

cant sleep....SiCk..T^T....but i m trying to make myself happier...^__^.....

TT^TT...

pissed & unhappy...T^T...all of them r the same...like to find ways to piss me off...family & friends r the same...nothin different...they really piss me off...sometimes i m just too stupid...trying really hard to lend a helping hand....it's ok 4 me...but just dun piss me off...their words r like a billion of needles...poking u deep inside ur heart...

T^T.......~~

i dun knw y i always think negatively...i always scared ppl dun like me..& dunno y sometimes i feel tat ppl sengaja hurt me wif their words..but honestly..memang their words a bit tajam..but they dun mean it..i myself think negatively only..& sometimes i think ppl around me dun trust me..they ask other ppl wat i ask them to see whether i speak the truth or just bullshit....mayb i should b more confident...TT^TT...

T.T~

i was quite angry tat day....i almost T^T...PISSED......i was like..um..wat the hell???u called me wat?????but forget bout it..my fault oso....4 treating her like a princess...

(^o^)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wooo hoo!!another lovely day...(^o^)!!!!i really miss my friends leh..especially kah yi..wee..T^T!!!i wanna get back up!!!LOL....should i???LOL...soo bad huh,char siew...*__*...no lar....er..should i???LOL!!!!!my evil plans...!!!!

^__^!!!!!

yo!!watsup....LOL.....umm....quite hard to edit my post....blek (^O^)....i baked buns & cupcakes...^__^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss my best friend & my friends leh..T^T!!!hehe....i fried pancakes yesterday...my cousin & i ate them wif kaya...tasted like kaya balls...haha....

!!!!!!!!!!!if u were fat,nobody wants u..except 4 ur family...mayb some of ur family members oso ditch u....ppl dun wanna talk to u or even c ur face...ppl c ur face oso menyampah edi...haaha..u wan them u b ur besties ah??JGN harap ok!...unless ur friends r really KIND....1 in a million leh....teachers even look down on u....ur friends lagilar teruk...talk bad bout u,call u wat???FATTIE AH???haha...VERY FUNNY 4 U...but nt 4 me!when i was small[nt really small.umm...standard 3-6]...i was er really CHUBBY....haizx...i still remember my friends berpakat to bully me...kicked me out of their group after got pengganti...very funny..& they even took[STOLE!!!] away er..my bahan 4 the stupid project...ppl edi halfway doing..but i was searching 4 another group..i was so upset....my mum asked me bout the stupid project..so i told her da whole incident..my mum was soooooooooo ANGRY....she called my irresponsible friends & scolded them......1 of them was my best friend....STEALER......BUT!!i was nt angry at all...i beg my mum to forget bout da whole incident...but...haizx....back to school..i was really MALU...[1 of the members]she hummiliated me....argh!!!!!!!!!i cant believe tat i was nt angry at all..i even miss my bestie tat betrayed me...WTF!!!??tat's y FORM 1 tat time...i learned how to defend myself...boys talk bad bout me or kacau me sure kena belasah 1......boys[form 1] memang hate me...haizx....except 4 a few...A FEW....[honestly i pernah belasah a boy in front of a bunch of ah bengs dis year & pn.noreyah saw da whole incident(she was so angry)]i've changed a lot dis year...but...my classmates[FORM1] still hate me..haizx!!nt my fault ok?!?!they kept calling me names & kacau me[they locked me in an empty room beforeT^T!!!]...tat's y i belasah them cukup cukup...