happy new year!!!!..~

♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥ Happy new year!!!woo hoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!2010 arrives....haha...old ler...15 years old edi..T^T!!!!!!!!!!argh!!!♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥♫♠•*¨*•.¸¸♥ ¸¸.•*¨*•♫♥

SL.......T^T...

my good friend is gonna change school..T^T...i miss her leh..haizx....i'll always remember her...T^T..huhuhu....

MeRrY cHrIsMaS!!!...

i feel kinda sad.............nt really sad.....but..haizx..by d way merry christmas....i miss my friends..T^T.........especially my bff....huhu.......T^T....hai yo..idk why but i dun feel like doing anything...

cannot be trusted~

i'll never trust him anymore......cannot b trusted....my fault oso lar.....T^T......haizx..a bit dissapointed.......but i'm ok....argh...i m such a naive girl...i played wif ''fire'' last nite...but luckily my senpai[senior] saved me out...XP....i promised myself tat i wont play wif ''fire'' anymore cos fire burns...by d way.tq senpai!!...u r da best!!!(^o^)!!!!~

senpai...T^T...

sad...confused....tired....unhappy....dunno wat to do rite now..........haizx....dunno who to believe...& dunno where to hide my face??XP....should i apologise?....hua hua T^T...sooo sad leh....soo embarassing!!!

PrOm NiTe~

argh!!!!da prom was really great!!!haha!!!...i was dancing like a party animal....lol...my partner was syahril..lol....luckily he guided me..i was sooo clumsy..haha...but fast songs ok lar..ahha..sooo fun leh..all my senpai were outgoing..(^o^)!!!.my legs were aching just now..XP..& i was soooo hungry....LOL...16th of december year 2009..my 1st prom...(^o^)!!!!!!!sooooooooooooooooo happy leh!!!!!!

wat i really want next year...(^o^)

-forget bout him

-maintain as kah yi's bff

-maintain in 1st class

-b closer to my good friends

-b a responsible prefect

-7A's in PMR

-visit japan!!wee!!(^o^)!!!

-get my koryo belt[taekwondo]

-go kai kai wif my friends after PMR!!!

-a great bf....(^o^)...he must b lovable,educated,sophisticated,handsome,kind & protective..~

hard time...T^T

why izzit so hard to say goodbye?easy to say but hard to do..T^T....

letting go...

should i tell u?but y should i?i wont...but..it's hard to find some1 like u...i think i wanna give up edi...cos i dun wanna waste my time...i'll try to forget u...i m sure i can do it...but our memories r still inside my head....i wish i could erase our memories...time to say goodbye...ByE bYe...mayb i'll miss u..but time passes really fast...i'll let go...i gave my heart to u & now i m taking it back...ByE bYe..i wont regret..~

the chef...(^o^)!!!haha

i love to cook & bake...(^o^)!!i m collecting recipes fm the internet....i baked buns,cupcakes,cakes & cookies before....i seldom cook...but i m learning how to cook now...umm..i cooked fried rice wif kah yi at her house before..haha..tasteless leh..T^T..but we finished up evrything..haha....cos we cook de ma..LOL....i wanna make wonton next week...wee!!!(^o^)!!baking & cooking really changed my life...i m happier than usual nowdays...it's a good way to relieve stress..i really love to cook & bake...(^o^)...

SiCk...T^T

cant sleep....SiCk..T^T....but i m trying to make myself happier...^__^.....

TT^TT...

pissed & unhappy...T^T...all of them r the same...like to find ways to piss me off...family & friends r the same...nothin different...they really piss me off...sometimes i m just too stupid...trying really hard to lend a helping hand....it's ok 4 me...but just dun piss me off...their words r like a billion of needles...poking u deep inside ur heart...

T^T.......~~

i dun knw y i always think negatively...i always scared ppl dun like me..& dunno y sometimes i feel tat ppl sengaja hurt me wif their words..but honestly..memang their words a bit tajam..but they dun mean it..i myself think negatively only..& sometimes i think ppl around me dun trust me..they ask other ppl wat i ask them to see whether i speak the truth or just bullshit....mayb i should b more confident...TT^TT...

T.T~

i was quite angry tat day....i almost T^T...PISSED......i was like..um..wat the hell???u called me wat?????but forget bout it..my fault oso....4 treating her like a princess...

(^o^)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wooo hoo!!another lovely day...(^o^)!!!!i really miss my friends leh..especially kah yi..wee..T^T!!!i wanna get back up!!!LOL....should i???LOL...soo bad huh,char siew...*__*...no lar....er..should i???LOL!!!!!my evil plans...!!!!

^__^!!!!!

yo!!watsup....LOL.....umm....quite hard to edit my post....blek (^O^)....i baked buns & cupcakes...^__^!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i miss my best friend & my friends leh..T^T!!!hehe....i fried pancakes yesterday...my cousin & i ate them wif kaya...tasted like kaya balls...haha....

!!!!!!!!!!!if u were fat,nobody wants u..except 4 ur family...mayb some of ur family members oso ditch u....ppl dun wanna talk to u or even c ur face...ppl c ur face oso menyampah edi...haaha..u wan them u b ur besties ah??JGN harap ok!...unless ur friends r really KIND....1 in a million leh....teachers even look down on u....ur friends lagilar teruk...talk bad bout u,call u wat???FATTIE AH???haha...VERY FUNNY 4 U...but nt 4 me!when i was small[nt really small.umm...standard 3-6]...i was er really CHUBBY....haizx...i still remember my friends berpakat to bully me...kicked me out of their group after got pengganti...very funny..& they even took[STOLE!!!] away er..my bahan 4 the stupid project...ppl edi halfway doing..but i was searching 4 another group..i was so upset....my mum asked me bout the stupid project..so i told her da whole incident..my mum was soooooooooo ANGRY....she called my irresponsible friends & scolded them......1 of them was my best friend....STEALER......BUT!!i was nt angry at all...i beg my mum to forget bout da whole incident...but...haizx....back to school..i was really MALU...[1 of the members]she hummiliated me....argh!!!!!!!!!i cant believe tat i was nt angry at all..i even miss my bestie tat betrayed me...WTF!!!??tat's y FORM 1 tat time...i learned how to defend myself...boys talk bad bout me or kacau me sure kena belasah 1......boys[form 1] memang hate me...haizx....except 4 a few...A FEW....[honestly i pernah belasah a boy in front of a bunch of ah bengs dis year & pn.noreyah saw da whole incident(she was so angry)]i've changed a lot dis year...but...my classmates[FORM1] still hate me..haizx!!nt my fault ok?!?!they kept calling me names & kacau me[they locked me in an empty room beforeT^T!!!]...tat's y i belasah them cukup cukup...

japan ice cream..nyum!!!^^

weight!!!T^T

i dun have much time left..*counting*....17 days only.....i wanna lose 6kg...!!!6kg!!!gotta exercise more!!!i think i have to exercise evry single day to lose 6kg within 17 days...

T^T..sowie....

thinking of our memories makes me feel bad....seriously....i'm nt tat lucky....sry cos i m nt brave enough to express evrythin out....sry cos i ignored u & made u feel bad....i m so sry..i ignored u b'cos i was just too....SHY!!to admit tat i er..........like..u....hope u'll realise..

i m nt a shy girl but...haizx...hope u'll understand..

a stupid child

TITLE:wat i would like to see in my aged parents/grandparents

I m a boy.boy is a boy.girl is a girl but i m not a girl.why i m not a girl is b'cos i m a boy.a very good boy.i home a sister & 3 parents.2 mothers & 1 father.they are mad ppl & i m their mad child.we r all mad.

when they r old,I m hoping tat they have earned a lot of money by then.money is money.not money is not money.money is good so I like money.when they r old they will not need so much money so i can take their money & use.

B'cos of my 3 parents,there r more of them to take care of each other.i can then go & use all their money as they do not need the money.they can go & play chess or sing songs together.

awww..how sweet..^^

everynight,some1 thinks bout u

before they go to sleep

at least 15 ppl in this world love u

the reason some1 would ever hate u is

be'cos they wanna b just like u

they're at least 2 ppl in this world tat would

DIE

FOR

YOU

you mean the world to some1

some1 tat u dun even know

EXISTS

LOVES

YOU

when u make the biggest mistake ever

something good comes fm it

when u think the world has turned it's back on

YOU

take a look

always remember the compliments u received

forget the rude remarks

poor boys!!!T^T

When a Girl Cries ------------The World "Consoles" her
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But when a boy cries ---------- They say Come on man don't be A "Girl"
?
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If A Girl slaps a Boy ----------- Definitely the Boy would have "done something"
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If Boy Slaps a girl -------------- Rascal doesn't know how to "Respect Ladies"
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If a Girl is talking to Boys ----- She is "Very Friendly"
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If a Boy talks to a Girl ---------- He is "flirting"
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If a Girl meets with accident -------------------- Then its "mistake of others"
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If a Boy meets with same accident -----------?- --?------ "Don't you know how to Drive"

to kah yi & my dearest friends..^__^

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness?What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life.I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them,and tell new friends you never will leave their heart.Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will .

i'll always b there,

in times of trouble,

in times of need,

if u r feeling sad,

you can count on me.

i'll give u a wink,

until u smile,

give u a hug,

and stand by your side

always & forever b your best friend

A fun & exciting day ^__^

i went to cosmos theme park today!!!da roller coaster was great!!!my cousin & i were having sooo much fun!!she won a KAWAII soft toy & she gave it to me ^^!!hahahahha!!!!my parents went out for supper...haizx..i didnt go cos i'm on diet......

TUITION!!!T^T!!!!

haizx..my best friend memang kesian....cant go shopping anymore!!!T^T!!!!i feel sad for her lar..tuition only..haizx....2 days a week..fm 3pm to 10pm...T^T!!!it'll b very tiring...haizx...nvm!!GAMBATEH,jia yi!!!i support u!!!

a frustrated day T^T!!!!

i saw a lot of food just now!!!!!T^T!!!but i can't eat!!!!T^T!!!wat a frustrated day!!!i gained 6kg!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!T^T!!!so sad leh.......i felt like bursting just now.......

FRIENDSHIP ^__^

the moments we shared together as best friends...we helped each other out & teamed up to face challenges..we do evrything together....bake together...eat together...cook together...finish our projects together..& we r here 4 each other evrytime..no matter wat happens..nothing can break us apart...^__^..cos we trust each other deeply..

sad day..T^T

wat a sad day..i m feeling sad leh...T^T..cos my cousin lied to her mum bout me...!!!damn her...& my granpa scolded me leh!!!T^T!!!!!!!!!!

^__^ my best friend~

i knw we've been through hard & rough times.but u'll always b my best friend no matter wat happens..^__^v....

CHARMAINE

i m char...i m a very rough girl...^^..nobody dares to bully me unless they wanna die..^^...but i m nt tat scary actually....yeah...i WAS scary..but i've CHANGED a lot....A LOT...seriously....i was quite pissed when some of my ex classmates told their friends tat i m a bad girl....kinda mad....watever...they dun even knw me well...simply say things...mayb b'cos they r jealous..^^..neh,who cares....if jealous lagi lar good...^^....i knw got a bunch of unknown lifeform talking bad bout me behind my back..=__=..especially my ex classmates....i was trying REALLY hard to be nice to them..but sadly,they ganged up together & bullied me..=__=..tat made me kicked their butts nicely last year...it was'nt my fault anyway..T^T...watever..i dun even care rite now...cos i'm living a wonderful life....

report card day!!!yippee!!!

i got num 6 in class...^^....kinda happy...ehehe.....but my target was top 5...haizx...nvm lar...wei ah friends!!!pls watch my links..haha......!!!!!!!!!lolzx!!!i went to kah yi's house[er...when ah??oh ya!!report card day]...shhh!!!!we ponteng..hahhaha...we played black jack,watched anime & we also cooked fried rice & a bowl of so called delicious maggie mee..=__=..it was fun,man!!!she kalah black jack!!!so must belanja me..^^!!!hahahaha..& we oso main dlm hujan..eek!!!!lolzx!!!!soo wet,man!!!hahahaha....my granma scolded me leh..T^T!!!!damn!!hahahah...!!!!

T^T!!

shit!!!my aunt added me on fb..i knw she has a motive!!!!her motive is to check on me!!!T^T!!no way i m gonna approve her!!!T^T!!!!!!weee!!!!!!!!!